Art....

I have come to realize I understand nothing about art... At least modern art anyway... I don't see how a bunch of scribbles a two year old can make would be art....

I acctually like this years V-day. Not only did I recieve two boxes of chocolate, I also recieved flowers!!! WOOT! (I have the right to be happy....even if those flowers were from my roomates....)


ANYWAY!.... My friend wrote this song (sounds really creepy)This is what I made so far:



It's a work in progress. I will make it better.... I hope.... If I don't get lazy with it. (You have to click on it....)

Today....

I have been trying to study for a test, but my mind is not working with me...I am confident that I'll pass it anyway... Lol Look at what I made!!! WOOT! And it looks okay... wish I had the patience to make something more complicated. It's supposed to be me.

ANYWAY, random question. Do you ever feel than when you read a manga, you say people like this don't exsist? I used to feel that way to, till I accually met people who reminded me of a character. Examples:

An R.A. with insomnia who's really wacky and pretty

A pretty boy who loves astrology and always asks everyone what the'r b-day is

A happy-go-lucky R.R. Who has a habit of annoying everyone with her high pitched happy ye;;ing at 7:00 in the morning

A cute girl that looks innocent and like a doll, but has a really perverted mind.

A rich kid who appears on the newspapper everyday because of something he did that's bad. (Also the son of a mafia group boss)

A spider lover who could talks about spiders for hours and has a VERY wacky personality

That's about it. Those are real people. Don't you think that's cool? >.< Yea...

WAAAAAAH!

It's been so long.. Too long... Here I am! On a big rock, in the middle of no where.... And I LOVE it! I've made tons of friends, and hopefully no enemies. I've gotton my GED and am on my way of getting a career. YAY! I have taken up a whole bunch of responibilities. I feel like a compleatly new person! My gaols for this year:

Get my trade on! (lol, get it?)

Learn how to play the recorder more fluently

make everyone on center my friend

take positive critism with a smile

ignore negative critism

Learn a WHOLE BUNCH!!!

Isn't it funny that I'm making goals so late in the year? Than again, it's never to late right?

Korean dramas

I've been watching a lot of those.... And I've fallen in love with them! It's really hard for me to like some dramas... All the romantic bull usually annoys the crap out of me because of how fake it is. And then there's all the drama.... But they are dramas right? So they're supposed to be dramatic. If you're looking for a korean drama that's good and not annoying than I recommend these:

Coffee Prince***
Get Karl Oh Soo Jung *****
You're Beautiful****

I just got done making another video! Thjis one is about kazuma kiriyu from Yakuza! I love that game! After watching my nrother play the Demo for Yakuza 3, and after playing it myself, I was inspired to make this! I don't have the file on this computer but I uploaded it on youtube. This is the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8cBZZzwfGSU

Unimportant

What is friendship? I had a great friend once. That's all I can think about now. I really miss that friend. I even wrote her a letter that I don't plan to send her... Or I don't think I will. All my friends now are more acquaintances than anything. I have some good friends. But I don't really think that they miss me all that much. If they did, shouldn't they put in more effort to talk to me? It seems I'm always the one calling or e-mailing.

The other day I was watching Ai Kago talk to some one in a forest that wanted to kill himself. She was trying to convince him not to. When she asked him who he had that depended on him, he said his cats. She said "see? who would feed your cats if you died? They need you." I know what she was trying to do was very admirable. But come on! His cats needed him? They would probably eat bugs or mice. They might eventually escape and other people might take care of them. So what does that mean? That a lot people in this world are not needed. I guess I'm one of them cause not one of my friends seem to really care. I had a friend that once did. But I was stupid and now I don't have one anymore. I guess that's life....